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Herbo Dou Diable

by Morthem Vlade Art

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Ripallus 01:04
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BEYOND SORROW Dolls and books scattered near the bed. When did it happen I can't remember. This quiet place where I feel as if I were in a box stands out from the image of the outside world collapsing. The doors were shut to preserve the spirit of torture, I did nothing with my pain. I look at your stony face indifferent to the beatings of my heart. I've waited for the chaos the great commotion, nothing has come but naught. I wanted to go beyond sorrow and find its good soul but I did nothing with my pain. My organs fell slowly on the floor without a noise. Superficiality fades in the face of the unknown and habit is a crutch that death takes away from you. Waking was so hard, so unbearable that the doors were shut to preserve the spirit of torture. Emmanuell.D / SACEM Publishing.
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Salem 07:25
SALEM Is it me who is creating this terrible vision? the ground is giving way under me and I fall to my knees. My life is going away, lost hours are flying past, like a dream that passes and fades away. O Lord, I'm thinking of death wich is approaching and freezing me with terror. Can't you see only fault on my face you were at the heart of the storm you were the instigator of this crazy reign I dare to beleive. O Lord, have pity on me because my past is only the image of distant happiness. And yet solitude and anguish collapse on our heads like a plague. our conscience panics at each gesture trying to seize in vain an instant. O Lord, enlighten me because only your image will rekindle the flame of hope. Emmanuell.D / SACEM Publishing.
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BARBARIC BREATH The past is following me with cold and pitiless eyes hiding like a tomb the dreams of yesteryear and the magic which transformed the taste of each day into bitter or exquisite flavours; extreme is the taste of…. The past holds me captive though I thought myself invincible. My kingdom only had room for enlightenment or God's conscience. What I would give to relive those intense and golden hours, when we were drunk with the impossible, consumed by the fire which censed every event as if it were the last; extreme is the taste of... These invinsible beings took me in hand and I did not feel the barbaric breath leave me. Emmanuell.D / SACEM Publishing.
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THE UNNAMEABLE Once again, I'm sinking into a deep sleep, little by little becoming lost in some dull and fleeting dreams. They are a parry to the forbidden areas of thought I suppress, an unconscious one that goes back far before my birth and perhaps before the birth of mankind. My body is no longer a mass of soft atoms brushing against each other, separating and finally uniting on this shore, in front of a huge expanse of water. Dark and quiet water under a perfect moon. No more noise, neither in the incessant come and go of the liquid, nor in the thick forest behind me. The deep silence is here synonymous of danger, I know that. A pitiless terror rises up in me, unexplained. Anguish of time, of everything that, finally, I have never learnt to recognize. I'm transfixed, my eyes are open wide at the unnameable: a great dark shape that rises up in the middle of this glacial area, higher and higher. My fear extends beyond any rationnality. I'm not a man anymore but a trembling and lost spirit. The shape reveals itself, cranium, gaping eye sockets, deformed mouth, oozing, so big that it could wolf down thousands of people. But I'm alone in front of this monstruosity, this nightmare whose distorted image is mine and that of my entire race. A tormented image without hope of redemption or rest, emerging from the stagnant water. God, here is what the world begets since time infinate, developing itself in darkness and liquid: a sightless and bitter flower, blindly searching for the breast of an absent and mysterious mother. Emmanuell.D / SACEM Publishing.
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DEMONS OF BURIED JOYS The smell that pervades the room thickening as sleep overcomes me. My eyes are closed and I feel fingers so fine slide on my lips and penetrate my ears until they touch the rotten fruit. Another self sits astride my breast insulting me while a sticky liquid dripping from his mouth gets into all my orifices. I' m thrown in foetal weightlessness but don't find in it warmth and security peculiar to the womb. Frightened, I move in a forgetting space where demons of buried joys tempt my sorrow. I pass your corpse drifting with the flow of my thoughts and cruelly regret not having used absence as a driving force. It would be so exciting to turn sadness into absolute love of life and honour the void through forgiveness. As the child plunges into sleep I envy the sweetness and this perfect silence of soul. Ar' ayan em asyer ar' exile Emmanuell.D / SACEM Publishing.
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Surrender 06:52
SURRENDER I believed in complete freedom of the soul, that I could live up to my beliefs if my heart by its loyalty was brave enough to honour them. I believed in the expression of faith growing along with our experiences, in the spirit that shapes us while suppressing all idols. What is all of this at the dawn of certain death? It is no longer fear that torments me but the regret of having, without screaming repressed the ideal for peace of mind. I had an appetite for life to the point of refusing sleep while the senses were so awake the invisible would become real. I knew the force of believing in spite of the sad ordeals we undergo in the powerlessness -doesn't this give birth to revolt?- I believed in my own will before time betrayed a sly surrender I did not believe I could fight. "While the senses were so awake the invisible would become real." Emmanuell.D / SACEM Publishing
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Cortege II 02:39
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Closer To Me 04:42
CLOSER TO ME Anguish is getting closer to me sly as a blind shark attracted by smell of a slow death throes. I make out her face with a sharped smile. I remember that ten years ago I almost drowned myself, water came into my lungs, salt burnt my tongue. This suffocating feeling assailed me once again. Every sense of mine submits to the new rules. I don't know who is pulling the strings now but I let myself by his goodwill dominate without batting an eye... I'm holding my breath and make myself forget. She won't feel the dread if I silence my mind. I pray for a gleam lighting up in her eyes when she'll finally find me. It seems another life's growing inside me, strong and pitiless; reason crumbles away exposing the faults of its old principles. I give up the dance, I lose control and apathy runs in my flesh... Emmanuell.D / SACEM Publishing
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ENDLESS DREAM I remember the nameless abyss where I plunged the day my brother died. My eyes open to the room's obscurity I think of that thing again that is impalpable and incomprehensible the death of the other. Strongly tormented by this thought I search my soul for the most comfortable place and I fall asleep. An endless dream of unsatiated love and frustration, a dream of flesh and an embrace, of unrestrained sobs for the first time. Emmanuell.D / SACEM Publishing
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released February 19, 1998

Produced, composed, arranged and performed by Gregg Anthe.
Words by Emmanuell.D except 10, 13 by Gregg Anthe.

Publishing administrated by SACEM, France.
ⓒ + ⓟ Antonn Records, 1998. All rights reserved.

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